There. Not there. Here?
I expected it to hurt twice as much when you fall twice as far. Perhaps I have yet to fall though, maybe this is still the start. The lift off. When I look at what I had to loose last time I fell, was it different. Do I have more to loose now? I don't really know how to judge that but in my mind I'm happy now. I'm supposed to be happy. I have people who love me, who laugh with me, who want to be with me - simply because of who I am. I didn't have that then and as much as I think I wanted to believe I did, time has shown me that I never actually did. I thought I was on top of the world when I was actually barely above